truly the wisom of God is what I seek. His power has no comparison. often I rely on my own version of wisdom. and it is always weak compared to what God reveals to me.My goal it to seek out those small pearls of wisdom teaching and leadings that he slips into my daily life. Whenever he prompts me, I want to follow, then and there not weighing the pros and cons not trapped in ( as joel said) "paralysis by analysis," from over thinking my leaps of faith. How much do I trust God if I never act on the small little things he places in my lap. Is not my faith dead without works? Yet I still sit. How long will this go on for? Lord let me step forward and do what it is you have called me to. talking about it can only yake me so far I need to live it. talk is cheap. Thatis all for now just some desires deep within my heart that needed to be said. more to come in a much more coherent version tommorow.

ever have that strong feeling kind of like butterflies but inyour heart when you think about church. when your desire to do god's will is so overwheming that you just have to do something? today i wrote.